Ladies Camera Club

16 Feb 2008

Because we needed the air

Stifled by an administrative headache, jetlag and the phone CONSTANTLY ringing - Mark suggested one hour's geocaching. I personally haven't been for ages and yes, I needed the air. I was festering in my own stench of being "hacked off". At 3pm we enjoyed the evening sun down by the canal to find a box that Mark had struggled to find yesterday. It felt good to get out so we could chat without any distractions. So many decisions to make in such a short space of time and the walk was perfect for the whole affair. Belle is still at my Momma's and it felt weird to geocache without her. I took my camera to enjoy the surroundings and it was peaceful and it was the break we both needed.
This canal near a place called bamfurlong is a great stretch of woodland and wildlife. Mark is the wildlife in this picture!
I love taking picture of people in thought. Mark and I had talked so much today, I wonder how he was digesting that in this picture.


I loved this fence made from traintrack sleepers. I walked through brambles just to get this shot. Shots like this make me happy.
I love this shot framed by the bridge. We walked further than you can see in this picture. It blew the cobwebs into oblivion. It was turning a lil chilly at this time and made our cheeks very pink.
Mark found the box straight away today and made his "sign in" very quick as it was getting chillier by the second. We didnt take a token or a lil gizzit. Mark just wanted to get the cache to register his 214th find.
Whilst he fiddled putting the box back, I stepped to the edge of this 40 foot drop. Mark takes me to the most romantic places at times ;)
I loved the angular curve in this photo, Im always trying to find shapes that amuse me. I have no idea why and I don't really do anything with the pictures. Im just fascinated with form.
Later this evening, mark took me out for a meal. I think its the first time we have been out for a meal (on our own) for almost 2 years. We went to Sorrento's in Ashton. The food was absolutely delicious. We talked all day and thought we had stopped. But talk we did most when we were out. "i's" have to be dotted and "t's" have to be crossed. Its a very surreal situation we are dealing with right now and we are trying to protect Ellie from the frenzy of interest in her right now. Had I have known things would have escalated to this, we could have been more prepared. At this stage we have to appoint an agent and a solicitor. Good in some ways, not in others. But at least it might stop the invasion of privacy, shall we say. Juggling the good and the bad is something Im trying so hard to do. The good being a £1000 donation from Ashley Wilson Solicitors today and the bad having to make a decision to drop some commitments. Rock and a hard place springs to mind but family and security is key right now and other than splitting yourself into 5,000 pieces - something really has to give. You think?

16 comments:

Brook said...

What decisions you have to make. I know that protecting your Belle is the most important. This is all for her. She has to be healthy inside and outside for all of this to work out. I'm glad that you are making plans.

Shannon said...

I am glad to hear that MArk and you had a chance to be alone away from the home and try to sort things out. I can only imagine what you are going through. Know that you are in my thoughts several times a day. Hope you find the answrs you are looking for.

mandy said...

I'm so sad for you all that doing such a good thing is becoming so exhausting, I'm sorry that everyone wants a piece of you and of course Ellie. Lets just hope that it's all worth it and Ellie gets a diagnosis and the help that she needs.

Hugs to you all

Anonymous said...

I must say, you two make the sweetest couple, it's lovely too see :] x

Louise

Karen said...

Hi....just a short note to say I'm enjoying your blog and also am fascinated with watching your adventure with Belle unfold. I'm keeping you all in my prayers.....

Jen said...

Just signing in to say GOOD LUCK in all the decision-making you are having to do. I know you have Ellie's interests as your number 1 priority, bless her cotton socks :) Can't imagine being in your situation, so just sending big CYBER HUGS to keep you smiling. Corners up, as my grandma used to say. xxxxx

Di said...

Oh I have so many photos like that from when Steve and I lived in Mytholmroyd (about 10 miles from Rochdale). I moved up there with Steve to get away from my divorce and all the emotional horror I went through. It was some of the best moments of my life. We used to walk for miles along canals like that and took photos just like yours.

I can't even imagine everything you must be dealing with now. But as a mum, use your intuition and I'm sure you will make great and right decisions for your family. In the long run. x All the best, as always. x

joanna said...

Love and hugs, darl. That's a lovely photo of you and Mark. Thinking of you all, and sending strength and positive vibes as you continue to have to make all of these difficult decisions xxx

Kay said...

Although you don't me, I am behind you both all the way, sending you good thoughts, support and encouragement on a daily basis.

Belle is so lucky to have parents like you who refuse to accept her diagnosis and have the courage and strength to try to find a solution.

Keep your eye on the prize and don't give up.

Cyber hugs to all

cannycrafter said...

Watching your progress with interest, hang on in there, ignore the doubters and go with what you feel is right for your daughter. She is lucky to have you, and you to have her!! Love Carolinex P.S. Got my new SC kit and it's gorgeous! Posted it on my blog I was soooooooo excited!!!! You are an inspiration!

D@nielle said...

oh sweetie if only we knew beforhand all that would come. Good luck in making all decisions it's what life is about for you all now, but I think it's great you and Mark had some time to wade through some things it's good to get it clear and I know you will get it all clear have faith !

Carol said...

oh my god Kirsty - fellow geocachers! i LOVE geocaching!

:)

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